Always and forever

You are a part of my life in so many ways
And you I will love for the rest of my days
Time can’t change the way I feel
For I love you now
And I always will.
It seems like forever since we’ve been apart
I wish we could go back
and make a fresh start
Then if you left
I’d miss you I know
But tell you I love you
and then let you go
But the past is over
I cant change it now
I want to be with you
but I just don’t know how
So I’ll think of you always and the way it use to be
Because you are so very special to me

me ....being remembered ....

i want to be remembered as the girl who smiles even though her heart is broken....and the one who can always brighten up your day even if she couldn't brighten her own....sad but thats me....reality strikes....

what i have learned....

"life is too short....grudges are a waste of perfect happiness...laugh when you can...apologize when you should and let go of what you can't change....love deeply and forgive quickly...take chances...give everything and have no regrets....life is too short to be unhappy....you have to take good with the bad smile when you're sad...Love what you got and always remember what you had...always forgive nut never ever forget...learn from you're mistakes...nut never ever regret...."